Learn from the Comment
Yeah, everyone is not prefect. How much we expect them to be perfect is rarely to get 100% same as what have been expected.
So do I. I have expect that I am ready with all the preparation to come into microteaching session.
I was 17th June 2015. The day i need to do my microteaching. It is not suppose to be my turn. but get message of the the instruction to do that in that morning. That time, we have our ecology class. When there is a message come into our group, we look for an information. Our face look each other. Nervous and speechless. It suppose to be 8 person. but the message give such a news that 16 person need to come out with their presentation. I dont want to say about the others feeling.
But that time, i need several minute to calm my mind and list out what I need to do. My own set induction need to change, my activity in the lesson plan also need to change. While waiting for the bus at seroja, I keep thinking. What am I got to do.
I step into the gate of Mawar Collage, and yet, I am smiling. Yes, I know I can do it! I believe I can finished it. It is not about last minute preparation, but I need to realize, now it is last minute preparation. I am not a type of last minute person. How much I busy with the organization whether outside and inside, i will make sure my assignment, my preparation is finished. But what can I do, that day was super last minute preparation.
I came in my room, pray first. Got the calmness. I start to lay my mahjung paper. And draw a scenery contain living things and non-living things. And then, i continue with colouring it. Guest what, I love drawing but dislike colouring. And the result seem, I really disappointing with my paint. But it is okay. I try again. i look at my watch, Oh no! The time keep running. So, I decide to draw it without colouring.
I am expecting that, by drawing a monkey, mountain, paddy, bananas tree will make enough for the supervisor, my lecture to attract. I mean, he also act as students that day. Maybe, the picture caught my classmate (act as student) to laugh at my drawing and ask, why monkey, why paddy, why banana, why forest? I got comments from my supervisor. And it is not quiet attract to the student. That time, i never got disappointing. What expression I am is I am smiling and said," YEAAA, lots of comments for me to learn again". Beside me, when looking at her paper with those comments get disappointing and feel shamed when she look at my paper, and she compared with what she get.
+It's okay, we have to learn from comments.
-I'm not okay. I feel shamed.
+Why?
-but still. I feel shamed. I dont want to meet him.
+ He does not even feel the same. Because you know, he is professional doing he's job. We're his student.
-A lot of comments and i feel bad
+It's okay. We learn it together. Without any comment, how we can learn. The microteaching is our started.
That day. aaaa.. i was thankful. I have finished my microteaching! Later, when we teach the student, it is, we need to be always prepare. Always. Student want knowledge everyday. And this happend before ramadhan. Thanks, My Lord!
Self evaluation for me: practice make perfect.
not perfect at all aspect, but at least we know what to enhance. Later, i will upload my Lesson Plan. Feel free to comment for my enhancement.
So do I. I have expect that I am ready with all the preparation to come into microteaching session.
I was 17th June 2015. The day i need to do my microteaching. It is not suppose to be my turn. but get message of the the instruction to do that in that morning. That time, we have our ecology class. When there is a message come into our group, we look for an information. Our face look each other. Nervous and speechless. It suppose to be 8 person. but the message give such a news that 16 person need to come out with their presentation. I dont want to say about the others feeling.
But that time, i need several minute to calm my mind and list out what I need to do. My own set induction need to change, my activity in the lesson plan also need to change. While waiting for the bus at seroja, I keep thinking. What am I got to do.
I step into the gate of Mawar Collage, and yet, I am smiling. Yes, I know I can do it! I believe I can finished it. It is not about last minute preparation, but I need to realize, now it is last minute preparation. I am not a type of last minute person. How much I busy with the organization whether outside and inside, i will make sure my assignment, my preparation is finished. But what can I do, that day was super last minute preparation.
I came in my room, pray first. Got the calmness. I start to lay my mahjung paper. And draw a scenery contain living things and non-living things. And then, i continue with colouring it. Guest what, I love drawing but dislike colouring. And the result seem, I really disappointing with my paint. But it is okay. I try again. i look at my watch, Oh no! The time keep running. So, I decide to draw it without colouring.
I am expecting that, by drawing a monkey, mountain, paddy, bananas tree will make enough for the supervisor, my lecture to attract. I mean, he also act as students that day. Maybe, the picture caught my classmate (act as student) to laugh at my drawing and ask, why monkey, why paddy, why banana, why forest? I got comments from my supervisor. And it is not quiet attract to the student. That time, i never got disappointing. What expression I am is I am smiling and said," YEAAA, lots of comments for me to learn again". Beside me, when looking at her paper with those comments get disappointing and feel shamed when she look at my paper, and she compared with what she get.
+It's okay, we have to learn from comments.
-I'm not okay. I feel shamed.
+Why?
-but still. I feel shamed. I dont want to meet him.
+ He does not even feel the same. Because you know, he is professional doing he's job. We're his student.
-A lot of comments and i feel bad
+It's okay. We learn it together. Without any comment, how we can learn. The microteaching is our started.
That day. aaaa.. i was thankful. I have finished my microteaching! Later, when we teach the student, it is, we need to be always prepare. Always. Student want knowledge everyday. And this happend before ramadhan. Thanks, My Lord!
Self evaluation for me: practice make perfect.
not perfect at all aspect, but at least we know what to enhance. Later, i will upload my Lesson Plan. Feel free to comment for my enhancement.
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